Let the world clock on...

As i lay awake,
in this solitude of mercy
i dream of things,things
out of this world...

The day seems to wear on,
but the shadow still lingers on
all around darkening not just the crust
but even my soul...

Where do i go when im so confused?
you neednt answer that...
never if you feel you have messed up
cuz all you need to know is somewhere
that someone wil do the square thing...

Reversing it aint the thing...
listen,listen to me,let the world clock on...
you needent be the one to decipher everything,
cuz it doesnt matter who you are...

As i walk on,
in this crimson red around me,
i get a whiff of smell
that turns my head...

is it the rotten smell of flesh around me,
or the birth of a fragrant flower?
i darent look is waht i feel
but to err is why iam human...

gravity could never hold me,
once i knew what must be done,
but
life aint never easy on you so before you
know it the time's just gone...

Reversing it aint the thing...
listen,listen to me,let the world clock on...
you needent be the one to decipher everything,
cuz it doesnt matter who you are...

My first poem...

Breaking Free


The walls around me fade away,
but i didnt think i'd find
a little solace in this seranade of sound.

i strain and try to fathom,
the reason behind this quest of mine,
but im forced to see that
it's only a trickery of science and time.

i know,i know the answer i seek...
lies somewhere in those long lost mysteries of the deep...
but there is only one question in the test that life gives...
and unfortunately there is never a choice.

shedding the ruins of the past,
i stare into the depths of the most beautiful creation ever made
and wonder,
if it is irony whether that brought me here today...

a rushing sense of blood into my head,
is the only notion of where iam...
And as i turn around to perceive the image behind me,
i pray
i pray that my lungs are not crushed with the filling water,
but instead with a sense of exhilaration...

The last few steps i have taken
have been measured since a long time,
and so ive realised and decided to meet my creator
by delving deep into the most beautiful swirling creation of the lord...

I know not of what i've sinned but if its a moment of madness
on my part,
i wish to be forgiven for what im going to sin now...
i wish you know that im breaking free...
free...free...free...